Summary: A brief introduction to a new series. My attempt to find balance and pleasure in things like food and movement.
TW: self-hate around food
It's been a long time since I found legitimate joy in physical things. Food, exercise, movement, dance, strength, speed. I alternate frequently between two extremes:
1) Obsessing over minor bits of hunger and denial and pain. This often feels satisfying the next day when I think "I was HEALTHY YAY" while being unsustainable due to how much I hate the thing itself.
2) Ignoring anything physical and indulging every short-term whim. Never cooking, moving as little as possible, eating junk food and feeling shitty about myself. Promising that I'll change it all tomorrow.
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god do both of these suck. let's try something new.
Completed Projects
- Chrono Trigger
- Final Fantasy I
- Final Fantasy II
- Final Fantasy III
- Final Fantasy IV
- Final Fantasy IV: Interlude
- Final Fantasy IV: The After Years
- Final Fantasy IX
- Final Fantasy Tactics A2
- Final Fantasy Tactics Advance
- Final Fantasy Tactics: War of the Lions
- Final Fantasy V
- Final Fantasy VI
- Final Fantasy VII
- Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core
- Final Fantasy VII: Dirge of Cerberus
- Final Fantasy VII: Remake
- Final Fantasy VIII
- Final Fantasy X
- Final Fantasy X-2
- Final Fantasy X-2: Last Mission
- Final Fantasy XI
- Final Fantasy XII
- Final Fantasy XII: Revenant Wings
- Final Fantasy XIII
- Final Fantasy XIII-2
- Final Fantasy XIII: Lightning Returns
- Final Fantasy XV
Active Projects
Thursday, February 21, 2019
Physical - Part 0: Joy
2019-02-21T21:21:00-08:00
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