"I quit." Weird phrase, that. It can be taken as present tense, and that's how I meant it last week. But fuck that. "I quit" also can be past tense, and I'm tired of quitting.
I mentally gave up. Binged most of the week on pizza, fast food, and Chinese delivery, and am at 271.4 lbs. Even more than I was 34 days ago when I began this project. Seeing my weight this morning made me want to try something new. A new website, a new project, a new plan, something. But whatever plan I were to start on, the problem lies with me. Nerd Fitness Academy is reasonable, it clicks with me, and it's up to me to rise to its level.
So I count this as a soft reset. Not a complete wipe-away of what came before it. I went through levels 1, 2, and 3. I'm still pushing to level 4. The past month taught me a great deal about the hows and whys of eating. Back on the horse. I can do better.
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Current (reset) weight: 271.4 lbs
Total change: 0 lbs
